will i wait for you?

when my closest friends have run on ahead... i wanna know will i wait for you.
when they go out with beautiful girls instead, tell me now will i wait for you.
will i wait for you.......... the promise i've made to you years ago was true...

just heard this song by perry and the poorboys. i sorta thought of some stuff...

when the people around me go for the things of this world, will i run with them after these same things?

when the people around me define meaning in life by their other half, career, studies, wealth... will i define my life as such?

when the people around me have gone ahead to find someone juz so they won't be lonely, will i fret and run along too?

when i've spent my days running around, will i still remember... remember what i've promised you, to give my all to you?

when years down the road, i've somehow lost sight of the starting point and the vision becomes blurred with the perspiration and the heat, will i still see the finish line?

oh that i may remember you and not lose my way in the jungle of a zillion things... that the path you've set before me years ago on that rocky road to the cross will still be clear that i may follow it through.

shooo

i think the bird likes me. it wants to play with me. *roll eye*

it played "catch me if you can" today, waited til i was out of sight before coming... and fluffed its feathers like a proud/angry peacock when i stood with hands on hip daring it to come in.

shoo!!! go away! don't you ever come again! but seems like the bird thinks this is its home... and wants us as its owner. =P roasted bird anyone? nah... never could bear do it haha... no matter how angry it makes me haha... i still clean up its dirty business. argh. puke. talk about bird flu.

People in the journey of life

I think relationships are God's greatest gift to mankind... and perhaps that's why He did so much. is it not?

yeapz, on and off i'll be thinking of the many people in my very own journey of life. i'll think about the people who came and went, the things that happened, the joy, happiness, sadness, anger... the ups and the downs. =) the thoughts that went through my mind. ooh yeah. i'm really blessed by the people whom God has brought into my life, to show me my true colours, to teach me, to love, to bring me to Him, to share my life, and basically make my life interesting heha.

okie... i'm actually lost for words now. heh *brubrubbrubb* emotions welling in thanksgiving =)

oh yeah now i remember why i started writing this post! haha oopz. sorry really haphazard and basically me lah. i'm super jumbled. =P oh yeah anywayz, I'M REALLY THANKFUL FOR THE 4 YEARS IN UNIVERSITY!!! hahah maybe 'cept for the stressful and hmm not being able to accomplish part =P it's been a really exciting 4 years for moi! i got to meet lotsa interesting pple... yesh you. those who are super lame and crappy. those who are super foodies (and many too!). those who are super hardworking and zai. i tell u... it's good to have a break now and then haha... those who are like moi... heh u noe who u are... those who are everything-also-can-juz-take-and-see-how-later, and so happens to be good jugglers. those who are slackers and fun. those who are sporty and those who attempt to be sporty. those who are passionate abt God. and many others...

and it is these very relationships that have given me much to thank God for. some have introduced different thoughts, viewpoints, believes and perceptions... thoughts i've come to cherish in challenging me to ponder over issues and appreciate what i have. i've also been encouraged and shall i say prodded along in my walk with God as i come to see more of His mercy and grace to me, to wanna play a part in His marvellous work no matter how small or big, or the problems that may surface along the way. conversations with people didn't remain as mere conversations but memories and impressions deeply lodged in my heart. they moulded me and prodded me towards a certain direction - to realise how sinful we are, and how in need of Him we are. the lostness of people as they stumble in the darkness and run in circles... the people relationships that are so fragile and so in need of a higher order to keep it together...

Who am i to say how relationships should be? but i am glad and contented for the many people i've come to know...

who am i that He should die for me? and who am i that wat i do is of any significance? but that as an offering of thanksgiving for the matchless mercy and grace given for me.

thank you for journeying with me. =)

BIRD PHOBIA

eeks. birds... you know you're really wonderful and all with ya chirpings and ability to fly in the air and colourful creatures you are... but hmm can you please please don't keep flying into my house??!!

yeap yeap my daddy loves to open the windows wide open and it does look super inviting haha... as i found out that my unit's windows are the most widely opened ones on the block. =P the birds have of late been paying us a visit and getting themselves stuck in the toilet doing their business =P argh. beats me how they know where to do their business... juz that one somehow got stuck in my house with no one around to chase it out and conveniently did its business!!!!!!!!! after the clean up, it still gives my mom n i the "beware. this is bird's territory" feeling. haiz.

heh but yeah i've quite a phobia on birds - especially its droppings haha... ever since one fateful day many years ago, when i was 'blessed' by a bird flying high above my head quaking away in glee. i was out in the garden after a nice shower, ready to go out for lunch. suddenly, i felt a knock on my head as if a stone had fallen on moi. =P to my horror, i found out that it was a bird dropping when i rubbed my head! haha... manz was i mad haha... of all things, of all times. =P

phua chu kang

Manz... lesson learnt. always remember to wear shoes!!!! how did i ever ever forget?!! *slaps forehead*

Integrated Project Mates

my Integrated Project group!! heee... don't we look like Construction Integrated Consultants? heehhe... how will we look like years later? hahaha...

english speaking corner 2006

it's back to 2 gals again... =) stephanie's and my 2 little frens =) catch up soon yar?

baby baby who are u?

----------------JULY BABY --------------
Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

received this in my email and tot i'll juz have a look at mine and whoala! that's what i read. grinz. I never can understand how people come up with such descriptions of whole, individual persons in such a collective manner. isn't it a bit general and conclusive? haha... how do they do it? pluck those from the clouds and dictionary? or concluded by observing and putting people of different months to the personality and character test? heee.. maybe...

whatever the case, haha... i think it does describe a bit of moi ... definitely not all... some parts here, some parts there. which ones do you think describes me? heh... perhaps you wouldn't know since i'm "difficult to fathom and to be understood", "secretive", and... unpredictable? hahah... juz find this pretty amusing. *ponders*.

ooh btw, this is one of those rare posts of mine these days! hmm... aiyah... heh... =)

exams coming up. and bang it's hols... short short hols... it's gonna be a new chapter soon... =/ anywayz happy studying and all the best to all ye muggers. cheers... as we drink from our fav mug.

okiez i'm off to bed. nitez!!!