Tuesday, April 26, 2005

The creeper

Had quite a bad day yesterday...
Woke up feeling in need of sleep...
Had a growing headache...
Really moody on the whole =P
Felt bad being moody.
Think i did badly for my 2 papers.

Really down...
and shouldn't be posting any blogs right now...
But then, thought i'll just share a quick one on what happened at the end of the day...

Felt better after pouring my self-centered woes to God haha terrible.
But what really struck me and quietened me was what i read in my fav book.
Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus...whatever is true, whatever is noble, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable - if anything is excellent or praiseworthy - think about such things...
Indeed, my heart and mind have been guarded from many a frail thought.
Despair.
Self-pity.
And much more.

I have been strengthened. comforted. lifted from the depths. Today, i remembered my life. Today, i am thankful. Thankful for seeing me through all my life, through good and bad times. He has been holding my hands and not let them go... even when i wasn't aware of it!

At the end of my life, i wanna say that i have learned the secret of being content in any and every situation, whether well fed or hungry, whether living in plenty or in want.

I am like the creeper which i saw the other day, clinging on to my life support from whom i can climb to see the light.

Be comforted.

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